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halo & Goodbye..多么肤浅的开场白.不.不是.我不需要解释.我喜欢.所以我爱 =) 

ok enoughhhh…黄小jeh so What are you trying to say??and y are you typing ‘england’ instead of hua yu huh??hmm..cos i reliased i can articulate my feelings faster in english.and hey,,really fasttttt u see..but definitely absolutely certainly undeniably..is not better =)

i have been procrastinating in posting my articles..i am sorry.no, i am not apologising to u u or u..im saying sorry to mi myself..lousy betul saya…..not only tat..been procrastinating in doing my work..my career gonna tenggelam soon..everybody is concern..wat happen to this sick child?…ladies and gentlemenssssss…kawan kawan yang saya sayangi..i just need a break..a holiday..to shit, to eat, to laugh, to drink, to think, to walk, to sleep, to listen, and to talk properly appropriately suitably watever it should be =)

and the good thing is…im doing it now..thx to u n u..im having mi not so long break..but since im starving for it ages ago..mi enjoying it now =) although mi holiday left..4days+…..i have prepared  a to do list fo mi myself to achieve..if i failed…i will..i will punish myself..by buying myself a LV bag….nah u SHALLOW…i will call myself wong wu gui (黄乌龟) instead…不准笑.超级认真的我.

我告诉我,这一个难得的假期,我要!:

1.睡觉 sleep tidur whenever & wherever i like.

2.do yoga 瑜伽 yoga lim! haha..

3.cook!learn how to cook!一切从沙绿开始.

4.阅读我爱的书read books!my fav books!

5.clean my room & wardrobe

6.fullbody check-up

7.update my resume

8.talk to myself

9.plan my monthly budget

10. update my blog.

mi have done 1,2,4,5,6. am going to do 3,7,9 soon =)

mi find No.8 is the hardest wan..huh talk to urself also hard ah 黄xiao jeh???of courseeeeee…hav u ever try to talk to urself before?urself,truly urself.u hav to face urself honestly truthfully sincerely candidly openly.you knw u urself the best..but have u face it openly to urself before.can u accept ur own weakness ur own strength?on n off, i did try to talk to myself..but sometimes i cant accept it..i cant accept it when i c my fats…no la kidding..我一定会再找回我自己.没有任何借口.

No.10.update my blog…

我喜欢写写说说笑笑..我喜欢文字的说服力.更喜欢它不造做但又娥娜多姿的优美.唱,我又不能,跳,我又没那么锋利.写..我觉得..我还可以胜任,如果不计较文笔与用词的恰当ness (perfectness)..我还蛮..蛮..爽的.至少发泄完了我舒服多了我管他的.可是..写了差不多两年.没有什么特别的进展.我讨厌我自己的不长进.我决定封笔!!!close shop!terrible gal……….

bye bye to my frenster blog.

i am sorry =(

but mi going to move my blog to a new house!hehehhe.yeah yeah yeah.!

www.shiesays.com (i will upload my xxxx pics i promise!hhahaha)

eh 黄xiao jeh, who cares?u think u are very red now huh huh..who reads ur blog u tell me?nobody even knows u gonna pindah rumah ok?…hehehe..我爽.打我吧.它还在装修中,所以.没什么看头.不过最重要的是,它会是我..是我最喜欢的关怀方式.关怀你我他的最好方式…

ok 我说完了晚安..

p/s: goodbye to http://shiesays.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/

halo to www.shiesays.com 明白我的肤浅ness ma?

突然感性..我只想把我未退褪的记忆,用文字把它记下来..献给我的妈妈爸爸和我的两个哥哥,因为有你们,我们成了一家人.只因时间过得太快,我只来得及回忆…

<—24年前的七月,我与你们注定了一生一世的契约…

这是我和我妈妈.小时候妈妈说我很 像印裔同胞.大大的眼睛(妈妈一直都很自豪)..

小时候家境很穷,可是我一直都感受不到.只因你们都把最好的给了我.让我无忧无虑得渡过了我美好的童年.我霸道我野蛮.你们都忍让我..

我二哥和我.他心里很疼我..小时候都是他帮我清理粪便(wahahhahaha).可是他也很喜欢欺负我..妈妈总是担心他长不高.实际上..我们三个,他是最体弱多病的..妈妈说过,无论家里多穷,把大哥和我给卖掉,都不会把他给送走.我妈妈说过,不反悔.

妈妈说,再穷也不可以没有志气.别人嘲笑我们穷,没关系,因为我们很努力.她说的这一些话,陪伴了我无数被其他人嘲笑的日子.无知人笑我们穷.可是我们穷得有志气,很开心.

我把嘲笑的话,都吞进肚子里去…你的教导.会伴我一辈子.

偶尔,我当然也会让你们失望…就好像…爸爸把多余的钱让我和哥哥们去拍我们的处女和照..结果洗出来的照片….他宝贝女儿,就是我,竟然变成了许冠杰的弟弟–许冠文!!哈哈…adoi..这张照片一直让我们一家耿耿与怀..

~我最美好的时刻~

今天我终于长大了.我希望我没有让你们失望.偶尔有,请原谅我的任性.

你把生命与爱交给了我.我从来不是一百分的孩子.可我也从来不是一百分的坏孩子.我只可以是你,你们的最好礼物,这一定会是..i lup you .

p/s:

我的三八二哥要结婚了..gong hee gong hee =)

我把一切一切的祝福献给你.你要乖哦.^__^

好快的365,6,7,8…天,时间飞逝速度让我以为昨天其实是今天.感谢我们可以牵着手同步前进成长.不喜欢表面上的甜言蜜语,庆幸你不曾给过我.明白激情以后的退热度,我偶尔会难过埋怨,有时也会掉眼泪,我允许我自己把它藏在心里面,可是我一直都想让你知道.只是怕你会笑我傻笑我很天真.

没有什么,只是偶尔让我感性一下.你的心,又不小心触碰了我一下.只要你明白,那就够了,即使我已感受不到激情的你….

丹尼的, 上.

套用kenneth c 最近长用的谚语–忍毛可忍,毛须在忍.

ok fine.是这样的.不知道那一只乌龟,把我和老彭and miss apple 照片贴上这个网站 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/514815/+40

shitz..this turtle was actually asking people to vote which girl should he date.meaning old pang, apple and mi were being put on the table lar! (摆上台).what the hack (oops 我是淑女)i hate this.the turtle just posted our pic without our permission.i guess he is a turtle without balls brain.(turtle has brain wan ok,watch discovery pls)turtle, do u knw wat is privacy and cyber law?shiaks..and the best part is, looked at the comment posted by all the strangers:

take 1:

since 3 of them also ok ok….
choose the one with bigger boobs.

(mi: i got no boobs.choose mi choose mi!!)

take 2:

I felt your PAINS!!!!!!!!! actually 3 gals all just pretty. :hmm: okay,… from left to right now… the first one good as GF/lover. the second one good as pet-sis. the third one good as wife/partner. So, date the first one(green) as your GF. Knowing the second(middle one), making her your kai-mui. When you wanna settle down, serious, please go for the last one. (mi: this fella is damn free man.can u pls help to clean up my toilet if you got nothing better to do) take 3: omgggg…ahaha, i tink shie yiing n her buds would be pretty pissed seeing their pic posted here wif all the buayas oogling ovr it…lol (mi: i think this banana sumhow knw me through some lubang cos he spell my name correctly properly perfectly precisely watever with 2 ‘i’ ) take 4: adriankhoo153: Gal A ada long kang sikit (mi: ok i pitty you cos ur only 153 cm,i am 167 cm meaning i am LONGER than u oh my small little dwarf)

this stupid poll reminded mi on another stupid poll which happened 3 years ago. i was fooling around pc fair in kl convention centre 3 years ago and miss lee told me that theres this Apacer Miss Personality Contest and the only requirements to enter is to take a so called studio pic on the spot and the organizer will give us a pendrive for FREE.ok i admit i am greedy but im not ugly!(refer to comment below). Being the 3most outstanding students graduated from tai kong university, miss lee, old pang and i entered the contest just for the pendrive.we took our pic and got our pendrive. The story does not here. Few months later one of my pre u fren in michigan was actually telling me that he found out something when he googled my name from this website: http://forums.hardwarezone.com.my/showthread.php?p=335

ok i was one of the finalist of the Apacer miss personality. they pull up a polly lolli poll asking turtles around to vote for their miss personality. This is how ppl described mi:

take 1:

(mi: the organizer spelled my name wrongly.so i am 王xiao jeh instead of 黄xiao jeh)

take 2 (here comes the melee melee combat):

Walnai: What the Hell??
First of all, i think this person’s (jennemede) got some issues with her inner state of mind or something… you know?? some screws up there loosen…or should I say retarded cow’s brain?….come on girl…..Get a Life!!!

1) You call this a beauty contest??..come on….the title’s miss personality…not beauty??…if u want beauty then go join miss Malaysia or mybe even try our luck…miss world…
One doesn’t need beauty to have personality k??…which grammar school did graduate from??
2) You call miss Wang "not at all a poser" ??….i think something must be so wrong with your eyes….hello!!!…take a good look at what kinda outfit she’s wearing??? bearing her bra strip out…. clearly shown in almost every picture, and its purple in color (violet to be precise)…..
3) Posing for this competition is a must of course…..or else?? Stand there like a block of wood doing nothing at all??? i wonder who would have not pose during a photo shoot? YOU maybe?
4) last but not least….how could you be so inconsiderate??? Dissing and muttering around calling people fatt gei mang??…. you should be the one fatt gei mang instead…

(mi: pitty mi …wats wrong in BEARING MY BRA ‘STRIP’ OUT?damn..i think Walnai’s mummy wanted to name him/her wulnutzz/wo yao nai but accidentally pronounced it wrongly..)

Lesson of the day:

1. I am not ‘prosper chicken blind’ (fatt kei mang) .

2.i do look pretty sumtimes lo

3.pls spell my name correctly no no shi yin shit ying shie ying shiie ying shi yeng shie yieng stop it!

4. i was a cute baby

conclusion: call mi 黄美丽.wong mi li.

ok la ok la..i just dont like ppl judging around others la..天生样衰不是我的错 =(

我不喜欢文字上的人身攻击.可是我也明白以上也只是闹剧.我发泄完了我开心多了我要告诉妈妈她是最美丽的因为她的女儿也很美丽.

讲完.

林丹尼偶尔会在我耳边唠叨,怎么总是没有在我的部落格提起他..应该是他低估了我..出神入化的我怎么会让林丹尼那么容易地察觉到我其实是在写着他?hehe…好的好的..这一篇的title我把它献给你,请接纳你留给我的痕迹 ..(肥油一滴一滴留)…

2007的圣诞,好想上网写写我的心情.无奈..匆忙与麻木总是让我有心无力.看似简单,其实每一篇都是心血,因为当下的当下,就只有当下的你,会明白.2007 的尾端,我的好朋友,你的至亲,离你而去.我诧异.听着你很镇定得回答我所有的问题,我哭了.我提你难过.我更佩服你的勇气与坚强.你一路走过的艰辛,我们都看在眼里.我希望uncle在天父的庇护下,会得到安宁..<peace>

若要总结2007,就只有一个字,累.累,让我更加珍惜我身边的一切.感谢身边的每一位好朋友.谢谢丹尼这一年的体贴,照顾,疼爱..兼职当我的圣诞老人,带我到处跑.从关丹彭亨马六甲远至泰国澳大力亚..ooopsss..你承诺2008圣诞我们要远离马来西亚.yes!你知道我一直都希望有个平静的圣诞节…

2008,希望?resolution?我没有. i follow, my way.

p/s:好朋友,有没有他的定义?

22日10月2007 阴

我离开墨尔本,平静的心,我期望它是真实的.飞机上,高空几千尺,我回想…

再见好朋友.我静静的问,你好吗?一个拥抱,一个再见.我们彼此都分不清,关心与虚伪,只差一条平行线….

16日程10月2007晴

我离开我的土地,没有感觉.结果,无聊与寂寞的驱使下,我看了飞机上,第一套电影.

港产片,我会很挑剔.可是,偶尔的惊喜,却会让我感动止心坎,还记得isabella 吗?  =)

无心插柳下,我看了这一部电影, 飞机上,朝着东边飞去..

—> <老港正传>

赵良骏导演, 黄秋生、郑中基、毛舜筠、莫文蔚 主演..

重临七十年代的香港,导演细腻地描述了香港人回归前的矛盾与挣扎的心情…电影也对几个重大的香港历史事件进行了描写：六七暴动、七三股灾、八十年代楼市、九七回归、零三SARS等等..我超爱回归前的香港,没有理由….也超爱电影里小人物的特写.我不会写影评,我不挑剔电影的budget 有多高,我只在意影片的诚意.. .我很少看电影会流泪..这一部是例外…如果有机会,请看老港正传..我不是中国人..我是华人.华人为什么不是中国人?我不知道.我身份尴尬.因为我身在马来西亚,可我不是马来人.香港人是中国人.他们都是华人..

或许你会问我,小姐,你说了那么多,老港正传到底说什么???哈哈.告诉你没意思.自己看.看了不喜欢的话..不要告诉我..=)

抹干眼泪.望一望我身边的老兄.hehe..还好他没看见我流泪..小妹妹,bin 个hup 你啊?….

第二部, <十分爱.>, by 方力申,鄧丽欣

—>  十分爱,二十分爱,一百分爱..

姑且不计较演技,导演叶念琛作品,不妨一看.

你看到的,不一定是真的.真的,你未必看得到.爱情游戏,就是这样.

erm…so..小姐,十分爱,说的是??

你看到的,不一定是真的.真的,你未必看得到

说完.晚安.

去年的五月,我写了这一篇文章,哀悼被母亲间接与直接害死的无辜小孩.

<孩子，如果你還聼得見。。> 2006,5 月.

阳光,海与沙滩我来了..

”浪滔滔的南中国海,一望无际”…啦啦啦…知不知道我在说什么?no idea?…刁蛮女我去了刁曼岛一趟..一直以为我是属于冬天的.直到香港回归纪念日,我才发现夏天原来也可以是my cup of teaaaa..海滩可以做些什么什么??阳光沙滩有多美多美??

2007年,我渡过了一个很特别的生日..gei 特别?..都在我心里了..多谢太阳,多谢沙滩,多谢你你你,多谢他他他,多谢山鸡,你让我觉得人间还有情.多谢我两位损友虽然她们没有什么表示(醒目d 好mou 老彭and老李) 哈哈…多谢肥仔.你让我觉得,我要多美丽,有多美丽,一切尽在不言中.

*多美丽的七月天,祝关心我的你与关心你的我,快乐.*  ^.^

" by the way, i think i will forget on that day, so , wish you happy birthday first!" ..多么肤浅的一句话,这是我二十三年来,听到最讽刺的一句, 生日快乐.说得像拉屎一样浮夸.原谅我的粗俗,我从来都不是"熟"女.

我走着走着,看见一位小孩,对着我笑,突然觉得世界多美好.

越过阿罗街,卖唱的同胞,忘我得唱.我,静下来,听一听..世界原来很美丽.

我把窗关上,望着側边的影子,曾经这么熟悉..如今却那么远….

今晚,祝我们快乐.

你不会知道世界有多渺小,直到你看见世界有多辽阔.你不会知道人有多无奈,直到你无法面对麻木.好久没说话,很多话说.说了无奈,应该不想再说.应该是前几天,读了一则新闻.话说香江有位半红不黑的明星,娶了个大马的妻子,蛮漂亮.mmmm..这是题外话.重点是,他在大马从商,进军饮食业.他说,马来西亚的steamboat no good!简直是一堆死尸丢进锅里一起steam ah steam ah..好.说得好,其实马来西亚人就是喜欢吃死尸,我们还住在树上呢.怎么样?scared leh..郑浩x大佬,返hong kong 种树啦,大马不够树啊,真geh..你的FDI?我dei 不稀罕..

就是讨厌不可一世的, 无赖.